I wonder why it almost always takes a crisis situation to
push us back on our heals , reminding us we are not the all powerful beings we
think we are? One of two things can happen in these situations: first, we can
recognize them for what they are and learn from them; second, we can let them
run rough shod over us and crush us from within.
In these times when our leadership is tested, our dark side
tendencies can be our ally. I had to remember this recently, when I was removed
from the teaching team at church. My first reaction was wanting to get mad at
those that made the decision, to get even, then the blame game starts, then the
self-doubt creeps in. It’s never ending cycle if we let it perpetuate.
Well a little over a year ago, I let myself go down that
road—letting my dark side take over. No, I didn’t turn into Darth Vader, but it
turned out to be just as big a disaster and almost took me out of ministry. I
had another situation happen more recently. This time things played out a bit
differently. I learned from the previous time that I can’t do all things on my
own. I went back to a book I read a long time ago, Overcoming the Dark Side of Leadership. In it I had marked a
section called God’s Power in Our Weakness. It talked about how our dark side
has a way of identifying our weakness and highlighting how we find our strength
in his (God’s) all-sufficient grace.
This is where our dark side can be a blessing and put into
focus our great need and reliance on him.
9 He
said to me, “My grace is enough for you, because power is made perfect in
weakness.” So I’ll gladly spend my time bragging about my weaknesses so that
Christ’s power can rest on me. 10 Therefore, I’m all right with
weaknesses, insults, disasters, harassments, and stressful situations for the
sake of Christ, because when I’m weak, then I’m strong. 2 Corinthians
12:9-10
Common English Bible (CEB)
This is not always so easily remembered things are going
south, quick, fast, and in a hurry. This is also a fascinating connection point
with Sabbath rest and the need to place regularly scheduled spiritual practices
into our lives so we can head off those disasters before they bring us over to
the dark side. Sabbath can help us in that area and keep us centered on God.
Whenever I think of Sabbath, I’m reminded of a quote by
Abraham Heschel in his book The Sabbath.
He writes, “The words: ‘On the seventh day God finished His work’ (Genesis
2:2), seem to be a puzzle. Is it not said: ‘He rested on the seventh day’? ‘In
six days the Lord made heaven and earth’ (Exodus 20:11)? We would surely expect
the Bible to tell us that on the sixth day God finished His work. Obviously,
the ancient rabbis concluded, there was an act of creation on the seventh day.
Just as heaven and earth were created in six days, menuha [rest] was created on
the Sabbath. After the six days of creation-what did the universe still lack?
Menuha [rest]. Came the Sabbath, came menuha, and the universe was complete” (22).
I strongly feel a more regular focus on Sabbath rest might
alleviate some of those dark side moments that consume us so readily. We need
to rest in him—all we are is in him.
3 God
blessed the seventh day and made it holy, because on it God rested from all the
work of creation. Genesis 2:3
Common English Bible (CEB)
During my Sabbath time this week, I focused on some of the
words that embody Sabbath: letting go, rest, ceasing, creating space holy. Out
of the word Sabbath and the descriptive words I identified, I drew a picture. I
will attach it somehow so you can see it.
It's not quite done, but I thought I better post it before I forgot.
It's not quite done, but I thought I better post it before I forgot.
